February 19, 2008
I want to be fucked. Really, well, and energetically fucked. Mutual pleasure, and gettting what I want, and that being what the other person wants. Why is that so fucking hard to find? Oh wait, I’m lazy. I guess I can’t really get worked up about not getting worked over when I don’t take any action to get it, eh?
But fucked, yeah. Vigorously, and oh, just like that and don’t stop and do it a little harder.. And don’t come. You want to come though don’t you? And I squeeze you from the inside just to watch the hitch in your breath and the electric-shock look on your face. And the desperation, the conflicting desires.. he wants to come, he needs it, but I’m not ready yet, and I want it harder and faster and just exactly the way that’s going to bring him over the edge…